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Post by AKITO FUJIMURA on Aug 3, 2010 2:00:19 GMT -5
I WANT YOUR LOVE & I WANT YOUR REVENGE you & me could write a bad romance * * * * * * * * * * * * Akito hated Mondays... A lot. Which was why he always tried to do something special on this day of the week, so it didn't seem as bad. At first he thought about heading over to the Manga store or finding a new CD to listen to, but unfortunately he didn't have much money. He'd decided to show up at the park, although once he got here he realized there wasn't much he could do here either. Sure, it was gigantic and had zoos and museums and all that fancy crap, but it still cost some kind of money.
So instead of walking around in circles looking like an idiot, Akito had sat himself next to a tree, his lean back pressed against the trunk. He'd been here for a little while, mostly because the tree had offered shade from this hot weather. Akito was wearing a tank and shorts to help deal with the heat, and he even had a water bottle with him... Although, after sitting in the sun for so long, it had become warm and it was only half full, anyway.
He thought he could be content just sitting here, plucking grass and watching people do whatever they wanted to do... But it wasn't long before he got bored. This would've been a good day to stare at the clouds, except the sun was too bright.
Sighing, Akito slowly reached into his pocket and produced his Nintendo DS. He didn't even know what game he had in here, but he knew that he'd probably already beaten it at least twice. He wished he could buy new games...
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tagged : Kaoru / Open
song : bad romance - lady gaga
status : finished
notes : meoww |
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Post by KAORU ICHIHOSHI on Aug 8, 2010 20:15:26 GMT -5
A warning to the people the good and the evil This is war. To the soldier, the civilian, the martyr, the victim This is war
It’s the moment of truth and the moment to lie The moment to live the moment to die The moment to fight the moment to fight…. To the right, to the left, We will fight,to the death To the edge of the Earth It’s a brave new world from the last to the first*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Kaoru had soon forgotten why he came to the park by the time he had found a flower to draw. Then he remembered… He came here to escape the thoughts of a certain Akito. It seemed that even coming to the park wasn’t going to relinquish him of the thoughts of his and Akito’s last encounter. “Kaoru was bewildered, to say the least."But, Kaoru-chan is okay!"Young Kaoru couldn't figure it out. Was it not okay to sit in his lap? Did he do something that Akito-san didn't like?
By the time that they arrived at the nurses office, he could feel the state slowly leaving him. He stopped right outside the door and slumped against the door frame. Kaoru looked at Akito and knew that he should explain."I'm sorry if I freaked you out Akito....Sometimes I slip into this autophobic state, and I tend to act like a six year old. I still can't figure out what triggers it. I should have explained more before I switched on you, but i couldn't." Now that Akito hopefully understood, Kaoru just wanted to go lay down for awhile and staggered into the nurses office saying that he just didn't feel good and that he just needed to lay down before going to one of the beds and laying down.
"I guess I'll see you around then," his voice was a bit low, and he hurried away before Kaoru could respond.”Kaoru sighed as the memory haunted him again for the sixth time that week. He never did get a chance to give the information about Autophobia to Akito, since it seemed the boy wanted nothing to do with Kaoru now. With his concentration now on other things, Kaoru picked up his drawing utensils and walked around for a little bit…Until he saw Akito sitting against a tree with his Nintendo DS out. Taking a deep breath, Kaoru pulled out the paper with the info on Autophobia out of his bag. He never went anywhere without it now. He took a pencil and wrote ’I hope you believe me now. I really want to be your friend. –K’ before folding it up. He walked over to Akito and dropped the paper in his lap and stood there,waiting for Akito to notice. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
A warning to the prophet to the lier to the honest, this is war. To the leader the pariah, the victim, the Messaiah. This, is war.words : 397 tagged : Akito-chan. song : This Is War by 30 Seconds To Mars status : done notes : meow!!!!!! I love this song…. |
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Post by AKITO FUJIMURA on Aug 8, 2010 21:57:25 GMT -5
I WANT YOUR LOVE & I WANT YOUR REVENGE you & me could write a bad romance * * * * * * * * * * * * Jeez... This game was just way too easy. He was passing the levels with no problem, and he even knew all the strategies. So basically, it was just a waste of time. He wished he could hang out with someone... His parents had pretty much kicked him out of the house today once they realized he'd slept in late, because they didn't want him to become lazy or something. Well, here he was playing games under a tree... His parent's plan was flawless, wasn't it?
Just as Akito was about to put that game away, a folded piece of paper suddenly fell on his lap. Usually, if paper just found its way over to him, he'd assume it was garbage and shoo it away. But this piece of paper was neatly folded, and he could see letters inscribed on the inside.
Naturally, the first thing for him to do was to look up and see where this note came from. His muscles tightened when he recognized the towering figure above him. Oh no, not Kaoru. Why was he here? Akito had been avoiding him because he was afraid that he'd end up liking the older male, but it would be impossible to ever be around him if he acted like a kid randomly like that. So... Avoiding Kaoru was sort of a defensive measure.
But, Akito had no choice but to face him now. Blushing slightly because he felt a bit pressured, Akito unfolded the note and read it. He stared at it a moment longer than needed to, and then he moved onto the papers that Kaoru had gathered for him. He looked through every single one, and as he did he felt a knot in his throat. Wow, he was a jerk, wasn't he? This whole time, Kaoru had been telling the truth...
Akito gripped the paper a bit tighter, before finally setting it down on the ground along with his DS. There was no wind today, so it wouldn't be blowing away. Then, Akito stood up and faced Kaoru. He didn't look him in the eyes at first, because he was nervous for some reason.
"I..." Akito began, but then balled his little hands into fists before suddenly hugging Kaoru. He couldn't help but blush when he felt Kaoru's chest with his face. "I'm sorry!" Akito's grip on the older male was firm, and then after a few seconds, Akito loosened his arms a bit and spoke in a softer voice. "For not believing you, I mean..." He dug his face closer into Kaoru's chest and gripped the cloth on the back of Kaoru's shirt. "I was a jerk... Why do you still want to be friends with me?"
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tagged : Kaoru / Open
song : bad romance - lady gaga
status : finished
notes : i never heard that song :3 when i saw the title i thought of war by sick puppies though |
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Post by KAORU ICHIHOSHI on Aug 9, 2010 13:34:56 GMT -5
A warning to the people the good and the evil This is war. To the soldier, the civilian, the martyr, the victim This is war
It’s the moment of truth and the moment to lie The moment to live the moment to die The moment to fight the moment to fight…. To the right, to the left, We will fight,to the death To the edge of the Earth It’s a brave new world from the last to the first*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Kaoru hugged Akito tightly, not wanting to let him go. He had accepted long ago that he had fallen for the younger boy. ”Because, No one ever really believes me when I say I have Autophobia. So I didn’t blame you, besides, you’re the only one that I’ve considered telling, and proving, that I have Autophobia.” Kaoru clung tighter to Akito before letting go and sitting against the tree, motioning for Akito to come sit next to him. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
A warning to the prophet to the liar to the honest, this is war. To the leader the pariah, the victim, the Messiah. This, is war.words : 79 tagged : Akito-chan. song : This Is War by 30 Seconds To Mars status : done notes : Lol. This is one of their newest songs. And sorry for the short update, it’s early, and Rei-chan tired…..-_-; |
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Post by AKITO FUJIMURA on Aug 9, 2010 20:31:24 GMT -5
I WANT YOUR LOVE & I WANT YOUR REVENGE you & me could write a bad romance * * * * * * * * * * * * Akito couldn't help but realize how warm Kaoru felt. It was nice, but he tried to push that thought away before he started having thoughts that would only confuse him. Except, that was hard to do when Kaoru was responding to Akito's embrace this strongly.
Akito had a sort of ashamed look as he followed Kaoru's gestures and sat down next to him. Close, but not too close. He started plucking some grass again, refusing to look up at the older boy. "Why am I the only one?" It was a question out of curiosity and was both innocent and casual.
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tagged : Kaoru / Open
song : bad romance - lady gaga
status : finished
notes : I like 30 Seconds to mars but i haven't really been keeping up with them... And don't worry about it, length doesn't matter to me. |
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Post by KAORU ICHIHOSHI on Aug 10, 2010 11:54:36 GMT -5
A warning to the people the good and the evil This is war. To the soldier, the civilian, the martyr, the victim This is war
It’s the moment of truth and the moment to lie The moment to live the moment to die The moment to fight the moment to fight…. To the right, to the left, We will fight,to the death To the edge of the Earth It’s a brave new world from the last to the first*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Kaoru thought for a second. ”Because, you’re the only one I’ve wanted to know. The only one who I’ve wanted to be my friend.” ’And more…I want you to be so much more Akito………..’ Kaoru looked at Akito, waiting for his response, and hoping that his thoughts weren’t clearly displayed all over his face like he was afraid they were. Noticing how seemingly far away Akito was sitting, Kaoru scooted closer. He knew that Akito felt something more than friendship for him, he could tell. And he wanted to show Akito that it was okay, he had the same feelings. His phone rang then. Kaoru leaned over slightly to get into his back pocket, and leaned into Akito. He quickly retrieved his phone and straightened up, hiding his blush with his hair. He looked at the caller ID and immediately hung up. While putting his phone in his bag, he muttered, ”Damned grandma, I told you not to fucking call me……” Realizing the shoulder that he had bumped Akito with was now cold, he leaned into Akito more. ’Jashin, I hope he doesn’t hate me for this…’*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
A warning to the prophet to the liar to the honest, this is war. To the leader the pariah, the victim, the Messiah. This, is war.words : 187 tagged : Akito-chanchan song : This Is War by 30 Seconds To Mars status : done. notes : Neither do I,I heard this song on the radio. And poor Kaoru-chan……he’s so paranoid! |
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Post by AKITO FUJIMURA on Aug 10, 2010 14:56:41 GMT -5
I WANT YOUR LOVE & I WANT YOUR REVENGE you & me could write a bad romance * * * * * * * * * * * * Kaoru's answer only made Akito want to ask more questions. "Why do you want to be my friend so bad? All I did was help you in Gym class..." Even if he'd said that, you could tell he was happy that Kaoru had gone out of his way to do this for him. He was smiling shyly and avoiding Kaoru's gaze. He'd also made his position more comfortable by bringing his knees up to his chest.
Akito did look over at him once he scooted closer to him. What's he doing? Akito wondered with a light blush. He had a pretty good feeling that Kaoru was gay, but he couldn't actually be trying to flirt with him, could he?
Apparently, because Kaoru leaned into Akito when he went to answer his phone. The younger boy tried getting a look at Kaoru's face, but it was obscured by his hair. For some reason, seeing his hair reminded Akito of that time he'd felt it when Kaoru was acting like a little kid... Akito didn't like Kaoru when he was like that at all, and hoped he wouldn't get to see it again.
What Kaoru said after that made Akito laugh, because it wasn't often you cussed and talked about your grandmother in the same sentence. Just as he was about to comment on it though, he felt Kaoru lean into him more and he blushed as a result... What was he supposed to do now? Kaoru was making it obvious that he was interested in Akito... Which, by the way, sent a couple nervous butterflies in Akito's stomach. He kind of liked how subtle Kaoru was being, but he also knew that he was shy... If Akito didn't say anything, then this would probably continue until one of them grew impatient.
Even if it was pretty hot out, Akito swerved away from Kaoru's touch and appeared in front of Kaoru, on his knees. He looked up at him for a moment before slipping his small arms around Kaoru's torso and squeezing him into an embrace. He was blushing like crazy, so he didn't want Kaoru to see his face. So he just sort of stayed where he was, with the side of his face against Kaoru's chest. "If you like me, you can just say so."
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tagged : Kaoru / Open
song : bad romance - lady gaga
status : finished
notes : And Akito's impatient! |
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Post by KAORU ICHIHOSHI on Aug 10, 2010 19:04:46 GMT -5
A warning to the people the good and the evil This is war. To the soldier, the civilian, the martyr, the victim This is war
It’s the moment of truth and the moment to lie The moment to live the moment to die The moment to fight the moment to fight…. To the right, to the left, We will fight,to the death To the edge of the Earth It’s a brave new world from the last to the first*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Kaoru was surprised by Akito’s sudden action, but once he realized what happened, Kaoru smiled and brought the younger boy into his lap more comfortably. “Alright then, Akito,I like you…A lot. That’s why I want to be friends with you so badly.” Suddenly, Kaoru thought of something horrible, and as a result, started stuttering. “B-b-but….I-i-i-if you don’t f-f-f-f-eel the same way, I-i-i-i-I’ll understand!” Kaoru knew that he was being irrational, but he couldn’t help it. He didn’t want to force Akito into anything if that wasn’t what he wanted. It was just how he was. Kaoru looked down at the boy now sitting in his lap and whispered, “But I’d really like to be more than just a friend to you Akito….”*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
A warning to the prophet to the liar to the honest, this is war. To the leader the pariah, the victim, the Messiah. This, is war.words : 124 tagged : Akito-soon-to-be-koi-chan??? song : This Is War by 30 Seconds To Mars status : done. notes : Kaoru-kun can see that. But Kaoru-kun doesn’t mind!!! |
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Post by AKITO FUJIMURA on Aug 10, 2010 19:49:54 GMT -5
I WANT YOUR LOVE & I WANT YOUR REVENGE you & me could write a bad romance * * * * * * * * * * * * Akito's face felt warm when Kaoru finally confessed that he had feelings for him. The last time someone had a crush on him was back in elementary school, so he didn't know how to respond to it. So instead, he just listened as Kaoru suddenly doubted Akito's own feelings for him, and tried to make it sound like Akito didn't have to respond to his confession or something. But if I refused, you'd be sad...
When Kaoru whispered to him, Akito felt a gentle shiver and hugged the older boy just a bit tighter. He... He liked Kaoru too. Probably not as much as Kaoru liked him, but still... Akito was seriously attracted to Kaoru and he loved how kind he was... Even though Akito had told himself he never wanted to see Kaoru in that autophobic state again, he realized he wanted to take the chance. Besides, he's never had an actual boyfriend before... He's done enough with guys to make him realize he was indeed gay, but nothing like a relationship. So, if his response was going to be 'I like you too' and then have them start a relationship... How was he going to do it? His body was tingling with nervousness, and somehow he could tell that if he tried to speak the words would come out awkward.
He could only think of one way to respond to him the way he wanted to. He tried to block any nervous butterflies before pulling away from Kaoru and pushed his lips against Kaoru's. He was shocked himself that he did this, and made some sort of sound in the back of his throat. He felt embarrassed about that, and his face flared up red again and his eyes were squinted shut exaggeratedly.
Akito pulled back after a little while, but refused to look at Kaoru's face because he was still embarrassed. Akito stayed close to him, but didn't say anything.
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tagged : Kaoru / Open
song : bad romance - lady gaga
status : finished
notes : He's willing, but Kaoru has to make Akito fall for him :3 |
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Post by KAORU ICHIHOSHI on Aug 10, 2010 20:26:19 GMT -5
A warning to the people the good and the evil This is war. To the soldier, the civilian, the martyr, the victim This is war
It’s the moment of truth and the moment to lie The moment to live the moment to die The moment to fight the moment to fight…. To the right, to the left, We will fight,to the death To the edge of the Earth It’s a brave new world from the last to the first*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Kaoru smiled when Akito kissed him, but was quite disappointed when it ended. ”I take that as you feel the same way?” Kaoru put his fore finger under Akito’s chin and guided his head up so that Kaoru could look at his face. He smiled at what he saw there. A bright red blush and poor Akito wasn’t looking at him! Kaoru leaned down and gently captured Akito’s lips in a kiss, waiting for the younger boy to respond by either pushing him away, which was unlikely, or accepting the kiss. He pulled Akito just a little bit closer and waited. Fortunately for Akito, Kaoru was patient and wouldn’t deepen the kiss until Akito made it clear that that’s what he wanted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
A warning to the prophet to the liar to the honest, this is war. To the leader the pariah, the victim, the Messiah. This, is war.words : 122 tagged : Akito-koi??? song : This Is War by 30 Seconds To Mars status : done. notes : ^^ |
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Post by AKITO FUJIMURA on Aug 11, 2010 1:35:56 GMT -5
I WANT YOUR LOVE & I WANT YOUR REVENGE you & me could write a bad romance * * * * * * * * * * * * Akito didn't bother saying anything or nodding his head in response, because it was a sort of rhetorical question. He didn't really want to look at him, because not only was he embarrassed, but his heart was going crazy. He hadn't kissed anyone in awhile, so... It felt a bit strange. But, Akito liked Kaoru's touch on his chin, and eventually ended up looking at him with an innocent and shy look.
Then suddenly, Kaoru kissed him again. At first Akito wanted to stop it and demand that Kaoru let him get his mind straight first, but he changed his mind. Akito repositioned his arms so that they were encircling Kaoru's neck. He did end up deepening the kiss as his hands played around in Kaoru's hair again. Akito couldn't believe how attracted he was to Kaoru... It was like, impossible to say no to him.
Akito kissed him a few more times before slowly drawing back and positioning his hands on Kaoru's chest. "Does this mean... You're my boyfriend now?" Akito asked quietly.
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tagged : Kaoru / Open
song : bad romance - lady gaga
status : finished
notes : wahh i shouldn't do this at 2:30 in the morning </3 |
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Post by KAORU ICHIHOSHI on Aug 11, 2010 11:11:40 GMT -5
A warning to the people the good and the evil This is war. To the soldier, the civilian, the martyr, the victim This is war
It’s the moment of truth and the moment to lie The moment to live the moment to die The moment to fight the moment to fight…. To the right, to the left, We will fight,to the death To the edge of the Earth It’s a brave new world from the last to the first*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Kaoru smiled at Akito’s question. Were they together now? He wanted them to be, a whole lot. But just because they kissed, did that really mean they were together? “Only if you want me to be.” It was true. Kaoru decided that he would only be Akito’s boyfriend if Akito wished it. He would give Akito the world if he wished it…… Damn he had it bad. ’What the hell has happened to me? Has this boy really affected me so much that I’d do anything, if he wished it? Whatever. I just want to be with him.’*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
A warning to the prophet to the liar to the honest, this is war. To the leader the pariah, the victim, the Messiah. This, is war.words : 99 tagged : Akito-finally-koi song : This Is War by 30 Seconds To Mars status : done. notes : Sorry for shortness….muse doesn’t like being woken up so early! |
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Post by AKITO FUJIMURA on Aug 11, 2010 12:50:17 GMT -5
I WANT YOUR LOVE & I WANT YOUR REVENGE you & me could write a bad romance * * * * * * * * * * * * "W-Well, I'm really attracted to you and I think you're really nice, so..." Akito paused to swallow nervously. "And since you like me, we should try being in a relationship..." Akito hadn't felt this nervous in awhile, and he couldn't help his small fingers from playing with the front of Kaoru's shirt as a distraction.
Then, Akito looked up at him and wondered just how much Kaoru liked him. Akito was pretty sure they weren't on the same level when it came to feelings for each other, but that was okay, right? Even if, in Akito's case, it wasn't so much deep feelings as it was lust. He was honest when he mentioned how attracted he was to Kaoru, so... But, maybe if he got to know Kaoru better, he'd fall for him too. That's why he decided to try and have a relationship.
But for now, Akito leaned in again but instead of going for Kaoru's lips, he started softly kissing his neck.
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tagged : Kaoru / Open
song : bad romance - lady gaga
status : finished
notes : don't worry about it :3 |
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Post by KAORU ICHIHOSHI on Aug 11, 2010 15:42:54 GMT -5
A warning to the people the good and the evil This is war. To the soldier, the civilian, the martyr, the victim This is war
It’s the moment of truth and the moment to lie The moment to live the moment to die The moment to fight the moment to fight…. To the right, to the left, We will fight,to the death To the edge of the Earth It’s a brave new world from the last to the first*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Kaoru was surprised as he felt Akito start kissing his neck. ”A….Akito……D-d-d-don’t…….I…I’m really sensitive there!” Despite his pleading for Akito to stop, Kaoru pulled the younger boy closer, blushing madly. He closed his eyes for a few seconds, until he felt eyes on him. He looked over at a mother and her son. The mother was pulling the little boy of six or seven away with a disgusted look plastered on her face. Kaoru sighed, and with much regret, pushed Akito off of his neck. He kissed Akito to show that he wasn’t disgusted or anything. ”Akito, I think we should go somewhere else. Your house or mine. We’re starting to attract a very disgusted audience.” Kaoru pointedly looked at the mother and son, the mother quietly saying something to the young boy. ’Probably telling the boy that we were sick or something…’ He turned back to the younger boy on his lap and caressed his cheek almost lovingly. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
A warning to the prophet to the liar to the honest, this is war. To the leader the pariah, the victim, the Messiah. This, is war.words : 159 tagged : Akito-koi! song : This Is War by 30 Seconds To Mars status : done. notes : Myaaahhh…..sorry it took so long,muse HATES me for waking it up so freaking early today.XD |
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Post by AKITO FUJIMURA on Aug 11, 2010 18:50:33 GMT -5
I WANT YOUR LOVE & I WANT YOUR REVENGE you & me could write a bad romance * * * * * * * * * * * * Kaoru probably shouldn't have told him that his neck was sensitive, because the younger boy was definitely going to take advantage of it. He'd moved up to the corner of his jaw just as he held him closer. That gesture encouraged Akito, and he was about to go into more than just kissing when Kaoru suddenly pulled away.
"Huh?" Akito blurted in a disappointed and confused way. He looked at Kaoru expectingly, but then he was kissed. Akito returned the kiss, but he was a bit anxious about the explanation. Which he got once the kiss was done.
Akito's heart fell at what Kaoru said, and followed his gaze to what seemed like a homophobic mother trying to explain the situation he and Kaoru were in to her young son. Akito's heart dropped at about a hundred miles an hour, and he turned back to Kaoru with a very sad look. His gaze was directed downwards.
"We can't go to my house..." He mumbled, before getting off of Kaoru to get his DS. He might as well get the papers Kaoru gave him. He wanted to keep them for some reason, so he stuffed both items in his pockets. He returned to Kaoru, kneeling next to him and placing both hands on his shoulders.
"If we're going to your house, can you carry me this time?" He said it in a rather childish way, and even topped it off with a cute, pleading look. Kaoru had refused to carry him in gym class, which is why he had accentuated the word 'this'.
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tagged : Kaoru / Open
song : bad romance - lady gaga
status : finished
notes : nya it didn't take long at all! i'm on and off myself |
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