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Post by GABRIELLE CASSIDY on Aug 13, 2010 12:13:43 GMT -5
She was having a mental block at the moment. It was driving her crazy, she had no new idea's for clothing. It was suffocating her to think that had no new idea's, plus her boss was getting at her for it. Which was causing her depression to slowly come out which she hated, she never even told Sasha that she was having problems with depression. She didn't want to tell him that, he worried about her bad enough as it was, but if he found out about the depression then he would really be a wreak. She didn't ant to do that to her brother, it was the last thing she wanted to do, she loved her brother and hated to stress him out.
Gabrielle then decided to come to the park and clear her mind and maybe an idea would just hit her. She was wearing a light blue sun dress she made herself with one of her matching headbands in her light blonde hair, matched her blue eyes. "It's so peaceful here" she said in a soft tone to herself as she kept walking through the park. She looked around and noticed some birds fly by and she smiled brightly and she had her little messenger bag with that her sketch pad and a few doodling supplies in it in case she did get with an idea. But still nothing which was getting annoying and she wanted an idea to hit her.
She sighed heavily then sat under one of the trees where it was shady and she took out her sketch pad. She noticed a bird and started to draw it. Gabrielle just decided to do some normal drawings since she had no idea's for fashion sketching which she hated. Thinking about it only made her a little bit more depressed as she sighed again and then stopped drawing the bird and threw her sketch pad to the side. "I don't even want to draw to right now..." she had a sad tone to her voice and she sighed and then just looked down, feeling some tears coming to her eyes as she sat there becoming more depressed.
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Post by MARI KINHI on Aug 13, 2010 12:35:19 GMT -5
It had been a slow morning for Mari. She had not been able to sell alot of her paintings recently and she knew why. She had lost her muse. The silver haired girl sighed and looked up at the clear, blue sky. ' Why can't I think of anything? I need that money for rent! My paycheck alone barely covers my food cost, let alone rent.' Sighing again she looked in front of herand contnued walking. After several more minutes she stopped in her tracks. Under a large tree sat what seemed to be a sad little girl.
'I wonder what's wrong. Maybe I should go over and...' Suddenly she gasped as an idea hit her like a ton of bricks. Dropping her black bag, Mari pulled out a sketchpad and pencil. Immediately she began sketching the girl under the tree. She quickly, but carefully, caught every detail of the girl's beautiful face before moving on to other details. ' I've found it! My muse! It's back!' She silently rejoiced as she continued the sketch.
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Post by GABRIELLE CASSIDY on Aug 13, 2010 13:04:32 GMT -5
Gabrielle just stayed under the tree and wiped her tears so she didn't look stupid. But she looked over to her sketch pad then turned away, since she had a art block she didn't want to look at it. She kind of wished Sasha was here, it seemed he knew how to cheer her up unless he was teasing her which he did sometimes. But siblings did that to each other so she was kind of used to it, and it might make her laugh to feel better. But then she seemed to notice another girl show up, and she looked depressed like she did right now. But she knew she had to snap out of this bad mood because she hardly ever felt this way.
She was normally a hyper and cheerful person but not right now she wasn't. She hated it, she wanted muse to hit her ad give her an idea, her boss wanted a couple new pieces for her Fall clothing line that would be coming out in mid September and through early November. "I need an idea..." she said to herself, but then she looked up and noticed that girl that had shown up had a sketch pad just like her. She sighed more and felt more tears coming, at least she had muse unlike her which only upset her more. Seeing someone with inspiration when she had none and really need some.
Her job depended on it and if she had none then it would be a disaster. If she lost her job it would be horrible, she would have to move in with her parents again. She wouldn't be able to move in with her brother, she didn't want to burden him. She hated doing that to him, Gabrielle just looked to the girl once more with sad eyes and tears flaring up in them again. "Having muse must feel nice right now..." she looked to her sketch pad still at her side where she threw it and she knew it would be staying there. She wished the girl could share some that she had but sadly it didn't work that well which stunk in her mind.
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Post by MARI KINHI on Aug 13, 2010 13:22:04 GMT -5
When Mari finished the drawing she stared at it, smiling. 'Its perfect!' she thought. She looked back at the girl beneath the tree and saw her wipe her tears away. Mari felt guilty at drawing a picture of the depressed beauty with out permission. Picking up her bag she headed towards her inspiration. When she was closer she heard her say "Having muse must feel nice right now..."[/u]
Mari's eyes widened. 'She has the same problem I did... More guilt stabbed at her heart. Biting her lip she knelt infront of the blonde beauty. "Excuse me miss, but I would like to thank you. I would also like to ask what's wrong, if you don't find it rude." The sketch book that had been carefully put aside then caughther eye. "May I?" she asked, reaching for the book.
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Post by GABRIELLE CASSIDY on Aug 13, 2010 13:39:22 GMT -5
She just stayed there and wish some muse would just hit her. But of course still nothing and she felt her heart sink and went almost down into the stomach. Looking at the girl and noticing seeing her pictures must be done that made her feel bad once more. She sighed heavily and just buried her face in her hands and felt her hands slowly becoming wet from her tears. She just couldn't hold it in anymore and just started to cry because if she didn't find muse soon then she could kiss her job goodbye and she loved her job and really didn't want to lose it. She had been doing stuff like this since she was a kid.
Even Sasha knew that fashion was close to her heart, she even designed some clothes for him. Even though she didn't know if he wore any of it but it was the thought that counts. Then she looked up seeing the other girl get closer and she kept her head down because she was upset, she took her hands from her wet eyes then sighed once more. She didn't want to see what she was drawing because it would only make her realize more that she had nothing to draw right now. But then she looked seeing the other girl close to her and she sniffled then looked up to her with sad, wet eyes.
But then she listened to the girl speak and she sighed. She just wiped her eyes so she wouldn't look like such a wreak. "O-oh umm...it's just...I have no muse right now...and if I don't find some soon...I...I'll lose my job...I'm a fashion designer..." Gabrielle just sighed once more then wiped her eyes more as she then saw the girl looking towards her sketch pad and she nodded "y-yes...go ahead..." She didn't mind if the girl looked at her sketch pad, she had new ones she made about a week ago before he muse left her, then she one of the bird she tried drawing about ten minutes ago which didn't come out the way she wanted it to.
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Post by MARI KINHI on Aug 24, 2010 14:27:00 GMT -5
Mari’s eyes widened as she heard the girl’s story. Guilt was slicing through her heart like a hot knife through butter. ’I feel terrible for sketching her now. I used her lack of muse to give me back my own.’ Reaching into her pocket, she pulled out a packet of tissues. Smiling, she handed one to her companion. “Here.” She said. Then the silver haired girl picked up the sketchbook and gingerly flipped through the pages. Her mouth dropped open when she saw the designs. They were marvelous! Even the unfinished bird on the last used page was phenomenal.
”These are phenomenal, Miss. Maybe if you use bts and pieces from each deisign you can get a new one. For example,” She flipped back a few pages, ” The neckline of this shirt with the pattern of this one.” Mari pointed to the pictures to show the girl what she meant. ”And if that doesn’t work, try walking around Ginza. A lot of people wear some crazy stuff there.”
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Post by GABRIELLE CASSIDY on Aug 24, 2010 19:40:33 GMT -5
Gabrielle sighed heavily, feeling more tears going down her cheeks. She wished her brother was here, she guessed he would comfort her and let her stay in his arms until she was feeling well enough to get up and everything. But she wanted her muse to come back because her boss was beginning to start asking questions. If she didn't come up with something in a couple weeks then she could kiss her dream job goodbye and she didn't want to get fired, she would just die. But then she looked up seeing the girl look through her sketch pad and she thought it was nice some people liked her designs.
But she still felt horrible, she wished people could share their muse. But sadly it didn't work that way which was just horrible and she hated it. But then Gabrielle looked to the girl hearing that he liked her sketches and she smiled weakly. "Thanks...but their not that great...and by the way...my name is Gabrielle, Gabrielle Cassidy...maybe you've heard of me..." She had no idea so she thought she would find out. Then hearing her speak her eyes widened "wait...that's it! Why didn't I see it before?!" She then looked through her other designs then start outlining a few new, rough sketches.
((Ugh...low muse!))
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