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Post by KAORU ICHIHOSHI on Jul 4, 2010 16:54:18 GMT -5
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Kaoru looked at Akito before quickly turning his face away, not wanting the underclassman in front of him to see that his blush got quite a bit redder as he had spoken. "I...uhm...just....don't like........people staring at me.........." It was lame, he knew,but it was the truth. Suddenly,he had the urge to grab the boy in front of him and hug him until the embarrassing redness in his face went away, and tried not to growl when he felt his face get even hotter than it just was.
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Post by AKITO FUJIMURA on Jul 4, 2010 21:11:11 GMT -5
----------------------- Kaoru didn't like people staring at him? Well, not many people did like excessive attention like that... Even Akito didn't, but it was probably worse for Kaoru since he was so shy. Although... His face was really starting to get red, and it was really starting to make Akito worry a bit. Couldn't you pass out if your face got too warm? Although, honestly, he's never heard of anyone fainting over too much blushing. Now that he thought about it though, it would be sort of funny...
Suddenly, Akito felt himself being grabbed by Kaoru and hugged by him. Was he trying to hide his embarrassment? Well, he guessed it was okay... Although, it was making him blush now.
"Fine..." Akito muttered into the cloth of Kaoru's shirt. "I won't look at you then." Then, his arms shakily returned Kaoru's hug, although he didn't know why... If Kaoru was trying to hide from everyone, then embracing Akito was only gaining more attention. Akito didn't seem to have a problem with it though, and slightly tightened his grip.
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Post by KAORU ICHIHOSHI on Jul 5, 2010 0:38:46 GMT -5
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Kaoru was surprised to feel the smaller boys arms wrap around him and couldn't help but smile a little. Then something happened that he wish never did. He could feel himself slipping into what his therapist said was his brain's "way of dealing with the past", a.k.a: he was slipping into his autophobic state. Through the veil of his autophobic state,he could hear himself whispering "Fuck....Not....now.....please....." He closed his eyes tight,hoping-and knowing it wouldn't- help keep the phase away. He looked at Akito then,not noticing the other boys' slightly red face and whispered, "Akito...I need you to do something for me,but come with me first." Kaoru took Akito's hand,trying desperately not to let his autophobia take over just yet, and led Akito to a secluded area away from the other students. Kaoru looked Akito straight in the eyes and whispered, "Akito, I need you to just hug me,okay?If I get scared,try to calm me down,alright?" Kaoru couldn't hold it in any longer and finally let the state take his mind back to when he was younger. Kaoru's eyes got wide and he scrambled away from Akito,no recognition on his face. In a small voice,that of a small child,but with the maturity of a sixteen year old, he asked "Who are you? Where am I?"Young Kaoru looked around,not recognizing his surroundings,or the attractive boy in front of him. ((hehe. decided that kaoru should be autophobic. it really is the fear of being alone.this one site said it was:Fear of being alone or of oneself. so i used the first one, just so something could happen....^^ sorry if this complicates things...))
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Post by AKITO FUJIMURA on Jul 5, 2010 9:22:52 GMT -5
----------------------- Kaoru's pleading, slightly frightening whisper got Akito's attention. Akito let go of the older boy for the most part, but his hands sort of stayed at his sides. A bit afraid and confused, Akito looked up at Kaoru with an innocent face and blinked curiously. What was he talking about? What was happening?
He seemed to be struggling with something... Then, out of the blue, Kaoru vaguely asked him for a favor but said that he needed Akito to follow him. If Kaoru wasn't acting so weird, Akito would have probably majorly blushed at those words, especially when he realized that Kaoru took his hand and led him to a secluded area.
"Huh?" Akito had heard what the older boy had said, but he was still confused and wondering what was going on. Why would he get scared? There was nothing to be afraid of, was there?
Then suddenly Kaoru scrambled away from him, the sudden retreat honestly made him feel a bit hurt, but Akito continued watching him curiously. The older boy's next two questions sent a wave of confusion through him. What was going on? He was just with him, and now he couldn't remember him nor the place they were. Did he have some sort of disease...? Akito didn't know, but he thought he should play along. Even if he made a fool of himself, at least Kaoru was the only one around.
"It's me, Akito..." He put a hand on his chest with a sad look and took a step towards Kaoru. "I'm your friend..." God, why was he doing this? It was so ridiculous. And why did his heart rate decide to go up!?
"We're in the gym..." Suddenly, he seemed as if he'd given up and stopped moving towards Kaoru. He avoided his gaze too and seemed sort of sad. Now it looked like he was the one in need of a hug.
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Post by KAORU ICHIHOSHI on Jul 5, 2010 13:09:32 GMT -5
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Young Kaoru stepped toward the boy who said he was Akito,his friend. "Why are you sad Akito-san? Did Kaoru-chan do something to make Akito-san sad?" The part of Kaoru's mind that wasn't in control of him right now knew that Akito was just upset at the fact that he seemingly forgot him,though Kaoru himself knew that could never happen. Young Kaoru looked at Akito and smiled,playing with his hair. "You're hair is pretty Akito-san!Can Kaoru-san play with it?" Young Kaoru looked at Akito wonderingly,obviously hoping that Akito would let the seemingly young Kaoru play with it. Young Kaoru widened his eyes just a tiny bit,tilted his head-he knew how to use his childishly good looks to get his way-and stared at Akito.
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Post by AKITO FUJIMURA on Jul 5, 2010 13:29:51 GMT -5
----------------------- Akito stared at Kaoru's sudden childish nature, unsure of how to react to it. Had he done something to make Akito sad? Well, yeah... Here he was, perfectly content with this good-looking upperclassman, but then it turns out he has mental issues. He wanted to walk away.. This was all just too weird. And it was so random, too.
Akito gasped when he realized Kaoru started playing with his hair. He stared at the older boy with an incredulous look, not bothering to answer his question. That's it, this was getting way too weird for him... He had to leave. Now.
But that's when Kaoru flashed that cute look that captivated him, and suddenly Akito realized he couldn't move his body. Should he take advantage of this? Well, why the hell not?
"Only if I get to touch your hair." Akito reached up and started feeling Kaoru's hair. He liked how soft it was, though he couldn't help but ask himself what the hell he was doing.
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Post by KAORU ICHIHOSHI on Jul 5, 2010 14:30:42 GMT -5
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Young Kaoru smiled more and climbed into Akito's lap to get a better reach to his hair. His short attention span,however,wasn't amused with Akito's hair for very long. Getting bored, Kaoru curled up in a ball in Akito's lap,quite content there. Kaoru looked up at Akito,suddenly hoping that this was okay.Deciding he didn't care because this boy was really comfortable,Kaoru smiled and cuddled closer. ((hehehe.......sixteen year old turned into a six year old.......))
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Post by AKITO FUJIMURA on Jul 5, 2010 14:56:05 GMT -5
----------------------- Well he was on his lap now for some reason... But Kaoru's interest was no longer Akito's hair, and soon he just settled for curling up on Akito's lap. It was a bit comical, because Kaoru was bigger than him, but still... Akito didn't think this was okay, and he was starting to get freaked out.
"Come on Kaoru, I'm taking you to the nurse." What else was he supposed to do? So, Akito stood up and let Kaoru up on his feet. He decided to take the back way so that he wouldn't have to face and explain the situation to the teacher. Akito had a tight grip on Kaoru's forearm as he forcefully dragged Kaoru towards the nurses office.
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Post by KAORU ICHIHOSHI on Jul 5, 2010 15:49:56 GMT -5
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Kaoru was bewildered,to say the least. "But, Kaoru-chan is okay!"Young Kaoru couldn't figure it out. Was it not okay to sit in his lap?Did he do something that Akito-san didn't like? By the time that they arrived at the nurses office,he could feel the state slowly leaving him. He stopped right outside the door and slumped against the door frame. Kaoru looked at Akito and knew that he should explain. "I'm sorry if I freaked you out Akito....Sometimes I slip into this autophobic state, and I tend to act like a six year old.I still can't figure out what triggers it. I should have explained more before I switched on you, but i couldn't." Now that Akito hopefully understood,Kaoru just wanted to go lay down for awhile and staggered into the nurses office saying that he just didn't feel good and that he just needed to lay down before going to one of the beds and laying down.
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Post by AKITO FUJIMURA on Jul 31, 2010 17:35:44 GMT -5
----------------------- God, this was just too freakin' messed up. There was no way in hell Kaoru expected him to believe such a ridiculous explanation. Akito didn't understand this at all, and quite frankly he was just done with this guy. What a freak.
Aktio watched Kaoru as he stumbled into the nurses office and laid down. He was really cute... Too bad he was like, a psycho or whatever. However, if Akito said that out loud, he knew how much that would hurt Kaoru because the upperclassman seemed to seriously believe that he had this condition that turned him into a child. Maybe if that childish nature wasn't such a contrast to Kaoru's usual personality, Akito wouldn't have been as shocked. But, he just decided to try and avoid Kaoru, and attempt to spare his feelings by admitting that he thought he was a freak. So, Akito sighed and hovered in the doorway for a moment before speaking.
"I guess I'll see you around then," his voice was a bit low, and he hurried away before Kaoru could respond. Hmm... Maybe he was going to end up skipping Gym after all.
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Post by KAORU ICHIHOSHI on Aug 1, 2010 1:09:03 GMT -5
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