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Post by DRAKE MARTIN on Jul 6, 2010 22:30:57 GMT -5
He just stayed there since he was glad he was feeling the touch of another male after all this time. It just felt so good to him, last time he had a boyfriend was when he was fifteen and the was four years ago. Then hearing Prince speak he guessed he was glad that he said that he could be his model again and he chuckled a bit "oh don't worry I'll let you know when I can use you, I get art blocks all the time." Drake smiled and kept Prince's hand and he was glad he had it since he loved to hold hands it was just one of the small things he loved. So he kept it close and tightened his grip slightly on his as well.
He was glad he came to the park today, he met a very nice and cute boy. Drake then felt like he wanted to snuggle with him but he guessed that as a bad idea since they barely knew each other so he guessed he might as well not even bother to make a move or it might end up turning into a bad day. But he hadn't had sex in a while so it was beginning to get to him, he wasn't a sex addict but he did enjoy having sex every now and again. "He's so adorable...I can't control myself much..." he thought to himself as he just kept looking at Prince with loving eyes since he couldn't help himself anymore.
But then asking the question he had made him really nervous now, he guessed he probably shouldn't have asked. But he couldn't help it, he wanted to know but then what surprised him is when Prince actually kissed him. Drake felt himself blushing pretty badly but he shut his eyes and greatly accepted it but then he pulled back he was a little upset but in the end he smiled. "Yes it does" he smirked then gently ran his hand down the other boys cheek and he sighed with great content. He just really enjoyed what happened and he really wouldn't mind if it was to suddenly happen again.
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Post by PRINCE TOKUGAWA on Jul 13, 2010 19:08:13 GMT -5
He surprised himself when he kissed the other boy, but he was craving more now. He felt hotter than ever as Drake caressed his cheek. Prince hoped that he wasn't looked at him lustfully, but he also couldn't help it either. It had been months since the last time he had sex and he was completely craving it. Although, he needed to stop himself before he did anything that he would regret. He just met this person and already eying him like a piece of meat. It wasn't like he could help it much, this guy did look almost appetizing in more than one way.
He pushed himself up onto his tiptoes and pressed his lips against Drake's again. His tongue licked the other's lips, begging for entrance. "I want more..." He whispered to him just biting Drake's lower lips gently, nibbling at it as he felt his own cheeks blush from excitement. His heart raced, more than usual, what did this guy do to him that was different from the usual? Prince was a little confused, but entirely infatuated by the being standing before him.
OOC: sorry for the shortness, its been awhile. :/
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Post by DRAKE MARTIN on Jul 14, 2010 19:20:11 GMT -5
Drake kept stood there, still in a daze from what had just happened. Not believing it because it had been such a long time since he had kissed and he savored it even though it had ended, he still felt the tingling sensation of Prince's lips on his. He wanted to feel them up against his again but he didn't think that was such a good idea. Since he didn't know the guy very much but still he didn't care because he just such a connection with him, and it seemed they had a few things in common which was good so he had everything he had to control himself but he stayed where he was, and seeing the color to Prince's face was just adorable.
He just kept stroking the other boys cheek since he couldn't help himself and he smiled more. Drake now wasn't worried about anything else around him because it seemed he only saw Prince right now. But he mostly certainly didn't care, but then he noticed him get on his toes then kiss him again. He felt sparks flying when he was kissed and he loved it and then he felt his lips had been licked and he nearly died. Then hearing him speak he smirked "oh with pleasure" he then leaned in, looking deep into the other boy's eyes, not being able to help himself since he seemed to fall into a trance every time.
He then felt him biting and nibbling at his lower lip which seemed shivers to go down his spine. Drake then leaned in all the way and then pressed his lips against his and then kissed him then licked Prince's lips then parted his lips to get his tongue in there. He felt shivers going down his spine again and he loved it, he loved the rush when it came to making out and he didn't want it to end. Then he took his hand from the boy's cheek and wrapped his arms around his waist and actually pulled him into him more until they were pressed up against each other. He loved it and kept kissing him, not wanting it again.
((It's ok.))
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Post by PRINCE TOKUGAWA on Jul 16, 2010 14:05:30 GMT -5
A soft moan escape when he felt the other boy return his kiss, he was completely absorbed in one single kiss. It felt like nothing ever before and his heart was racing with pure madness. Prince pulled back a little, their mouths close enough to feel the heat of their breath. The teen needed to catch his breath, he needed to breathe before he got too lost in the passion that he was receiving. Prince could feel their bodies, closer than they were before. His hands pressed against Drake's chest as his little fingers gripped onto his shirt.
"Ah...maybe we should stop..." Truthfully, he didn't want to, but if it continued anymore then he wasn't sure how he would handle the situation. His lower half was reacting and any further would be a big problem. This closeness was driving him nuts and he couldn't help, but to want Drake so badly. He had only met this guy and already he wanted him. Prince was sure to blame this on the lack of sex that he had for the past months.
His cheeks were flushed as he looked up at Drake, he felt so tiny compared to him. His figure was quite feminine and it was no doubt that many had mistaken him to be a girl sometimes. One thing which he truly hated at one point or another. Prince was fascinated by Drake's dark eyes, both mysterious and very very sexy. What was this wanting feeling that he had for him? I could just sleep with him, one night stand; it's not like its something new for me. He thought to himself though he would probably feel afterwards.
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Post by DRAKE MARTIN on Jul 16, 2010 15:24:03 GMT -5
He just kept kissing him, not wanting any of this to end because he loved it. He still felt shivers going up and down his spine and he loved it, it was something he hadn't felt in wuite a while and if it ended then he would well dead inside. But then he felt Prince pull away and he looked at him and blinked then hearing him cling to his shirt, now tempted to take it off but he decided not to. Then he wondered why he pulled away because he thought he was really enjoying it. Because if he wasn't good enough he would be heart broken, sometimes he could be a bastard but the most part with people he liked he was really sweet.
But then hearing that they should stop, his eyes widened a bit and that now made him nervous. Drake looked to Prince and he gently ran his hand down his cheek "why? You are enjoying aren't you? I know I am." If that was what Prince was worried about or something he didn't have to be worried. Unless Prince didn't like him like he was beginning to think. Sure they only met not too long ago but he still believed in love at first sight, if he wanted to get to know him, that would be fine. If that wasn't the case then like he was used to, especially with the girls he would just leave, a heart broken mess.
He wouldn't know what else to do. But he knew he didn't want this to end because he really liked Prince. Of course he had no idea if he liked him back but if he was kissed and he did it first then he has to. Drake kept his arms around the other boy's waist, not wanting to let go as he looked into his eyes, both locked onto him. "You don't...hate me or anything do you? I sure hope your not using me..." He hated being used, it pissed him off. A couple of ex's have done that to him and of course a few girls have used him as well so he hoped this wasn't the case because he was really beginning to like this boy, alot.
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Post by PRINCE TOKUGAWA on Jul 16, 2010 16:37:44 GMT -5
"I-I'm enjoying it!" He stuttered out loud before hiding his face into the older boy's chest. He couldn't help, but blush after his little outburst. Prince could feel his hand stroking his cheek once more, placing a hand over it. He never believed in love at first sight, but he never felt like this about another guy before. Honestly, it was scaring him the more he thought about; he had been in love once, but the pain of it nearly killed him. That was how the habit of sleeping with anyone developed within Prince. As long as there was someone there, it shouldn't really matter whatsoever.
So why was the thought of hurting Drake the thing that was killing him inside? At the moment he wanted to run away, but he was still wrapped in arms that seemed not to want to let go. "I'm enjoying it..." He whispered again just looking up at him with watery eyes. Tears? Why the heck was he crying for?! Prince wiped his eyes quickly as he looked down trying not to think about anything, clearing his head of any thoughts.
"You don't...hate me or anything do you?"
His eyes widened, there was no way that he could ever hate this guy. Looking up with still a shocked look on his face the boy yelled, "No!" He silenced once more disliking the fact that he keeps yelling in defense. "I-I can't hate you..." He murmured softly to him, muffling his voice in Drake's chest. Honestly, Prince wanted to stay the way he was forever, but how the heck could he ever say that outloud?
I sure hope your not using me...
Prince bit down on his lower lip, turning away from him. He didn't say anything, he was scared to even open his pretty little mouth. There was only one thing that he was sure that he wanted at the moment, but what about later? He stood in silence still feeling Drake's arms around him.
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Post by DRAKE MARTIN on Jul 16, 2010 17:33:41 GMT -5
Drake just stood there and he sighed. For some weird reason now he felt like he was going to be hurt. So something told him maybe he should leave before the pain got the chance to set in, maybe it wasn't love at first sight after all. But then hearing Prince speak he flinched a bit since he kind of yelled a bit, it now made him nervous so now he really wasn't sure of what do because he didn't want this to end but it might be better this way. He just was really confused right now, he didn't want to be hurt so he might have to put away his feelings and just leave before something bad really did happen.
He then felt him bury his face into his chest and he looked down at the other boy and smiled. He also felt his hand on his that was still on his cheek even though his face was on his chest. He was glad that Prince was enjoying what they were doing. But he still wanted to know "then why did you want it to stop?" Drake wanted to know, maybe he did something he didn't like and just didn't want to tell him, he had no idea but he wanted to know. He hoped it wasn't going to be anything bad because he would just die if it was because he hated getting hurt since it was never fun, with anyone, not fun at all.
He's tried one night stands but he never enjoyed them. Because he would always get close to that person and never want it to end but when he found out that person only wanted him for sex and never really liked him, that killed him from the inside out. Drake then looked to him once more, just barely making out what Prince had said, then he gently kissed the top of his head then rested his cheek on the top of his head. He was beginning to think the worst, not that he wanted to but he couldn't help it as he just then unwrapped his arms from the other boy and lowered his head a bit with a sad look.
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Post by PRINCE TOKUGAWA on Jul 16, 2010 19:51:45 GMT -5
He felt the arms fall from his side just feeling the sensation of crying taking over. He held back the tears though, or at least he tried to as much as possible. Prince wanted to use him, but after just hearing his words; the boy was scared of hurting someone. It felt unusually cold, he wanted to run away, but that wasn't like him at all. If he ran now, what problems would that solve? Nothing. Prince could feel the pain that weighing Drake down, when his head of kissed, the boy just wanted to cry out.
Instead, wrapped his small arms around Drake, making sure that he wouldn't go anywhere. "I'm sorry..." He said, trying to remain calm, "I shouldn't have done that...kissing you I mean." Letting go, he walked away wondering if Drake would even bother stopping him. Somewhere in his heart, he was hoping that he would, but it would probably be best if he didn't.
He didn't want to believe in love at first sight, but somehow he was falling right into it the more he spent time with Drake. Prince could feel the tears watering his eyes as he covered them trying to blind them. The teen knew he shouldn't get involved with someone so wonderful, he wouldn't fix perfectly with someone of great talents. Prince was a kid sucked into the entertainment world surviving only on sex and lies. That was a kind of burden he didn't want to give the other boy; and still, he wanted him so much that it was difficult to breath. Why?
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Post by DRAKE MARTIN on Jul 16, 2010 20:17:56 GMT -5
Drake just stood there, his head down low and a shadow casting over his eyes. He felt some tears coming to his eyes, something told him he shouldn't have gotten into this. But he couldn't help himself so now he really did guess it might be better if he just felt. Because all of this was just killing him, bit now thinking about it if Prince was a model he was going to be too busy for a relationship so now he thought he should be back off. Plus it seemed like he was backing off as well even though he didn't want to but it seemed like a good idea, just so the both of them would be spared the heart break, even though he felt it beginning to happen.
Sure he barely knew the guy but still, it seemed like they had a little something already. But he guessed this was where it was going to end, and certainly not on a good note. "It's ok, and I did enjoy it..." Drake sighed once more then looked down once more. Then seeing Prince let go of him then start walking away he sighed once more, feeling tears again. "Goodbye..." he said under his breath then he headed back over to his bag then looked seeing the picture he made. He now felt like ripping it out then shreading it since he guessed now he wouldn't be seeing Prince again and this would bring back memories.
Of what could have happened and what could have been but never was. Just thinking about it now upset him more, so Drake just shut the sketch pad, and threw it and the pencils into it then closed up the bag. He then threw it over his shoulder then lowered his head once more, letting some tears fall from his eyes "goodbye...my sweet Prince..." he said softly. As he turned then started to walk away guessing he would just go home, he just felt like going up to his room, curling up, and possibly crying since now he felt like crap. This day went from being boring, to painful and wanted nothing right now, except for one thing that he guessed now he would never have.
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Post by PRINCE TOKUGAWA on Jul 16, 2010 20:46:39 GMT -5
"Goodbye..."
The words stabbed through his heart like a thousand and one knives. Who was he to expect that he would go after him? What was he expecting? That kind of thing only happened in fairy tales; there was no way that he was going to see that ever happen in this lifetime. No one ever ran after Prince and he was sure that no one ever wanted him to stay either. Choking back the tears, he ran away, but he didn't get very far. His legs gave out and he buried his face into the dirt ground.
Any other day he would have a panic attack and get up quickly, but not today. Today he didn't care about the filth and believed that maybe that was were he belonged. His head wasn't on straight and his mind was jumbled with about ten other nonimportant things now. He felt like he could die right now, how could he want someone so much that he had just met? Prince was trying to convince himself, but the truth was that he was terrified to love anyone. How could he possibly love anyone anyways?
"goodbye...my sweet Prince..."
Sweet? There was nothing sweet about him, absolutely nothing. He was just a thing to draw people's attention, a thing and nothing more. He wasn't sure if Drake left or not, but he apperciated the silence just burying his face into the dirt once more. He held no desire of getting up, he wanted to lie their until the zoo closed and it was time for him to go home, or at least somewhere else.
"Idiot..." Murmuring the words over and over to himself; truly he was one, probably the biggest idiot ever to live. He wanted to curl up into a tight tiny ball, but his body wouldn't even move an inch.
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Post by DRAKE MARTIN on Jul 16, 2010 21:41:10 GMT -5
He just kept walking away, tempted to go back but he knew it would be a disaster in the making if he did. So Drake just kept walking away since he guessed he would save himself even more pain. He knew Prince was walking away as well so he guessed he didn't have too much to worry about so he just kept going since now he just wanted to go home. He didn't want to have to deal with anyone else right now, he didn't even want to deal with his parents because they wouldn't leave him alone and plus they would want his resent artwork so they could possibly sell it which he always hated it when they did that.
But then he heard a thud and he turned around to see Prince on the ground. Drake's eyes then widened but something told him that he shouldn't since it might only cause more problems. "I hope he's alright..." he muttered to himself as he once again kept going and he sighed heavily as he kept going just so he could get home then be miserable like he felt right now. His head still down and still feeling tears escape his eyes as he just kept going, he just felt like crap right now and really didn't want to deal with anyone right now, tempted actually not to go home but just get away from here.
((Sorry low muse, we want a twist to happen or are we done with this thread?))
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Post by PRINCE TOKUGAWA on Jul 17, 2010 11:03:39 GMT -5
Hmm!
I think we can close it here and start up a new thread, like maybe a week later after all of this and pick up from there. I can start the thread if you want. <3
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Post by ALICE TAYAKA on Jul 17, 2010 11:06:47 GMT -5
*Will log into Drake later.* xD Alrighty, sounds good. ^^
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